My GP threatened me with a lifetime of insulin, and referred me to the Specialist for training. i did a last minute plea bargain and resolved to take back control of my care. He agreed, so I started self monitoring and changed my lifestyle. I succeded, but it was my changes to diet that had the best effect on my bgl/ No doubt about it.
As I went down this new path, I found myself empowered to make my own decisions, i did the research and read the books, and when i saw my bgl getting down to levels I never thought possible for me, then i am happy to keep going. becaise i am getting results that i can be proud of.
Maybe you could give self monitoring a shot. See exactly how what you put in your tummy does to your sugar levels. It's your life, and you can do what you want,