Hi
Wow you sound just like me two three years ago when I was told I was type 2
For 8 months I went to he'll and back a good few times before I made up my mind to take control
Of my meds and treatment.
I was on the tablets to start with but they made me so ill, three trips and stays in hospital given insulin to bring my numbers down.
My GP kept me on tablets, I was so I'll was taking 4 a day my numbers after a meal would be 18 20
I stoped taking all my meds after three days was rushed into hospital.
The out come was my GP in the end gave in and put me on insulin.
The doctor I see at the hospital was very understanding and after a very long talk let me h
ave the meds I asked for.
I'm now in full control of what I take how much and how often.
My numbers are down to 5/6 and have been for over 18 months now.
I take 4 mf a day two in the morning and to at night and slow insulin before going to bed, I have fast acting insulin in the day when I have meals that send my numbers through the roof.
What I mean by that is I have 4 meals small meals a day but some foods I eat send my numbers so high. But I just can't cut them out lol
It's taken me along time to find what's right for me, and you will to.
Be strong and I know this is hard don't think about how other people you know are with diabeties we are not all the same.
It's hard and takes time to control what effects you what meds will work better for you.
Ask to change your meds try some thing else if your not feeling right on what you taking.
It can be controlled to the point you for get you have diabetes.
Don't worry about it, it's just one more job you have to do a day
You will get on top of it, your body needs time to get the most from the meds you take to and when it's right you will feel much better.
Now iv come to terms understand my meds and how They work on me I feel tip top, cut down even more on my food intake, do more exercise, and the last three months with out trying iv lost over a stone.
I wish you all the best and hope you start to feel better very soon.
Keep smiling