Proliferative Retinopathy and macular Edema questions / help.

Hello all, I am 9 months in with PDR treatments 1200 laser zaps in each eye and Avastin shots every 6 weeks. Trying to find hope and success stories. I am only 34 years old.
Done with laser shoos for now and ongoing with Avastin shoots evey 6 weeks.
When do things clams down? I am tired of it really
My right eye have empty spots in the middle of it that takes background color it's almost like someone used a white out on some letters when looking at a paper with text using one eye.
Left eye is better but I started to notice the middle / center vision of it started to get blurry /distorted as well.

Are these things expected during / after treatments ? Do hey settle after a while ? Any one has an experience with the empty spots in vision ? Just looking for some hope and experience and good news if any ?
Any macular Edema experience as well? I feel like there is a cloud in my center vision when looking far distance. In my right eye mainly.
Please share and thank you all.

Jigjack said:

Also empty spots. Are they really empty or just grey blur like you know something is there but can't clearly identify it?

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Hey. Hope you are well. Honestly can't discribe it 100%. Like the spot take the color of the background whatever that color is. Like if I read the word 'help' I would see the h and p but not e and L if that makes sense. . How are your eye now ? Have you done any laser yet if needed ?