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<blockquote data-quote="EveryCloud" data-source="post: 1839985" data-attributes="member: 133463"><p>I woke up today and my neuropathy is really bad. I also have numb fingers. I'm blaming the few drinks I had last night. Finding it really hard to cope emotionally thinking a lot about death. Suicidal ideation, that sort of thing. I am only 39. Type 2 controlled by meds but I worry about being in my 50s or 60s and having to start an insulin regimen. Just scared in general. I feel so alone and lost. I already am on 2 antidepressants and I still can't cope. Work is a nightmare. And I have spoken to a therapist nothing seems to help. I am just drinking more and more which isn't good.</p><p>My brother was in the other week when i was sorting out my pills and actually had a go at me for how many meds I am on. I take about 9 a day. </p><p>I have no one I can talk to. My room is a bomb site I just have zero motivation. I have spoken to my boss about it all. But she looks at me like I am making it up. I just don't know where to turn now...</p><p></p><p>Sorry about the ramble.</p><p></p><p>I just needed to vent.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="EveryCloud, post: 1839985, member: 133463"] I woke up today and my neuropathy is really bad. I also have numb fingers. I'm blaming the few drinks I had last night. Finding it really hard to cope emotionally thinking a lot about death. Suicidal ideation, that sort of thing. I am only 39. Type 2 controlled by meds but I worry about being in my 50s or 60s and having to start an insulin regimen. Just scared in general. I feel so alone and lost. I already am on 2 antidepressants and I still can't cope. Work is a nightmare. And I have spoken to a therapist nothing seems to help. I am just drinking more and more which isn't good. My brother was in the other week when i was sorting out my pills and actually had a go at me for how many meds I am on. I take about 9 a day. I have no one I can talk to. My room is a bomb site I just have zero motivation. I have spoken to my boss about it all. But she looks at me like I am making it up. I just don't know where to turn now... Sorry about the ramble. I just needed to vent. [/QUOTE]
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