Thanks RRB. I think a lot is to do with how long you've had diabetes when you go through a pregnancy, as it can take 20 years or so for the rot to set in with your eyes, and then a pregnancy on top of that can really put the spanner in the works. I was unlucky as I was diagnosed 18 years before I had my son now 21 years so really bad timing. If I'd got diabetes later, or had my family earlier, I may have been ok.
I'm just hoping that once I stop being pregnant the eyes will not need to grow these blasted new vessels, but the more I learn about retinopathy the more I see how unpredictable and illogical it can be. I guess being on aspirin in my pregnancy did not help either -I've stopped it now.
I heard you had more probs with your eyes, sorry to hear that.
Well at least the bleed has subsided a little now, so I can see a lot more clearly out of the bad eye - I had only counting fingers vision earlier in the week but now can see pretty clear through the little black dots so they are much less dense. There's a few wispy streaks of blood still but generally much thinner than before. I know this could all change in an instant if it bleeds again though so just praying it will not. Then I am going to see my private doc 10 days after I've delivered and he will either recommend more laser or a vitrectomy. Will have to pay for it myself though if I stay with him but I don't trust anyone else to fiddle in my eyes now.
At least things seem a little better than earlier in the week, hopefully I will be ok for the birth.