Dragonfly79
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Sorry it's me back and trying to control my diabetes... I am some days negative some days positive and well I came back to this forum admittedly in a time of need. I note a lot of threads stating that DAFNE will help but I am in the Isle of Man and do not have that option. I have a dietician that means well but well I hate to say it just states the basics of snacking after two hours of breakfast etc. They have given me a new metre which helps calculate my carb / insulin ratio but no solution for testing it etc so don't want to use it also tbh with it I am a bit lost. Secondly re the snacking I don't want to snack .. the whole point of Novorapid I thought was to eat when I want and not snack all the time. I was given the option of Novorapid and Lantus so I could be more flexible with my meals but now the last time I had a meeting (2 weeks ago) I was told that I am to eat at breakfast lunch dinner with snacks at regular times . Now I am not being funny but why the heck was I given this new insulin then and why couldn't I have just stayed on Humalin and Humolog if that is what I was supposed to do. Instead I am on a new insulin which I thought would allow me to be flexible. Also this new insulin happens to make me super sensitive to hypos when exercising etc. It also gives me very unpredictable results. So what is a girl to do?
I think the main problem with me is I don't always know my carbohydrates... even after 14 years! Sometimes packets say they have a certain carbohydrate on them but it doesn't always work as some days I go sky high and others I don't. Also some days I just eat and say 'oh right I am eating a baguette that must be approx 45 carbs' and calculate the ratio I think it will be but that doesn't always work either. It sucks not being able to control my condition all the time and I am always in a rush so can't write a diary for the dietician but she and the nurses don't sympathise with me.
Does anyone have any suggestions? If I exercise also, then I also have hypos despite snacking etc. I just want a normal life I know it's selfish and I should be more coherent but when I don't get it right I start to get depressed and wish I didn't have this condition anymore. I am emotionally and physically drained from it all.
I think the main problem with me is I don't always know my carbohydrates... even after 14 years! Sometimes packets say they have a certain carbohydrate on them but it doesn't always work as some days I go sky high and others I don't. Also some days I just eat and say 'oh right I am eating a baguette that must be approx 45 carbs' and calculate the ratio I think it will be but that doesn't always work either. It sucks not being able to control my condition all the time and I am always in a rush so can't write a diary for the dietician but she and the nurses don't sympathise with me.
Does anyone have any suggestions? If I exercise also, then I also have hypos despite snacking etc. I just want a normal life I know it's selfish and I should be more coherent but when I don't get it right I start to get depressed and wish I didn't have this condition anymore. I am emotionally and physically drained from it all.