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Starving myself and confusion

maxizone

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Following on from what was gestational diabetes to what is now T2 diabetes, I am now at a point where I realise I have recently been starving myself in an effort to lower my blood sugar levels and body weight and causing myself damage to the point where I have been becoming anxious, extremely exhausted after intense daily exercise, confused, and exhibiting hypo symptoms. I was restricting all my portions of food drastically - tiny carb amounts, no sugar, eating next to nothing really. I lost quite a bit of weight in the process over 3 weeks and had hoped that it would make the blood sugar levels come down quickly without the need for medication (I had been put onto insulin during my pregnancy without the option of trying diet control alone - not sure if this would have increased my insulin resistance?)

The result is that I think it has really been making me go slightly mad in the process with me not being able to think clearly, having a sort of brain fog and feeling like I've been losing the plot. I am now waiting to be put on metformin from tomorrow - My blood sugar levels are still elevated. All this from starving myself and not even realising what I was doing through the increased confusion.

Has anyone had a similar experience? Does lack of information on how to deal with diabetes result in such behaviour? I wasn't given a care plan when I left the hospital after the birth of my baby. Maybe some of this could have been avoided as I feel very silly myself with a lot of it being self inflicted.
 
This information that Sue and I hand out may be of some use to you........

 
Hi maxizone, a warm welcome to the forum.

Sorry to hear you have been feeling so rotten.

There is no quick fix for managing diabetes and starving yourself brings more problems as you have clearly witnessed.

Use the excellent advice that Cugila has given you and take it steady, it wont happen overnight. You need to be in good health for your family without a starvation diet. Regular meals and exercise is the best way forward.

It is true that diabetes education is sadly lacking for some diabetics and floundering, as you have been, is not the best way forward. You will learn a lot here from other people who have been in the same boat as you.

Your best friend is your meter and it will decide the right eating plan for you

Ask as many questions as you like, we have all been in your position and will help as best we can.
 
This is seriously new territory for me, thanks for the advice. I will be keeping a close eye on this forum. The whole experience so far has been scary.
 
Hi maxizone
wellcome

You will find a wealth of information on this forum. but more than that you will get lots support and advice.

Unfortunately some doctors and nurses make us even more confused. I have 2 nurses and the diabetic clinic and both tell me different things. thats where the forum came in handy.

life is difficult enough, so changing habits and a lifestyle that you have had all your life isn't easy.

hope you feel better soon.
 
Hi Maxizone,

i really know how you are feeling i was diagnosed just over a week ago, and before i didnt give diabetes much thought...now i'm consumed with it, trying to eat the right things yet not knowing what they are!!,

testing my blood, and wonder why the same food rises it when last time it didnt , to be honest i cant think straight at the moment because of diabetes being at the front on my mind....testing to find out if i am..then more tests to check my pulses and pnumoneo jabs and cholestral being checked...got my appointment for the eye test!!!! :shock:

although i know its great i am being checked....but i feel like shouting STOP!!! let me have a break from it...i feel i have eaten well untill i take my bloods!!
crave something sweet but scared to... i feel like i have already poisened myself so i cant carry on eating the things i need to eat...but what do i eat!!?? Arrrrgggggg!!

all my time is taken up with whats for breakfast, lunch , dinner. etc...then i read about how it effects your kidneys, heart, eyes!!! and i think ..this is no joke..if i dont do this i will die young!!! may seem dramatic but its how i feel at the moment...i use to think it was all about not eating sweets!!...wrong!!..
sorry to rant, but maybe you feel the saame...feel like you have this new life thrown on you and dont know what to do with it!
your not alone
xx
 
Thanks everyone, it's comforting to know I'm not alone in this.
It's really easy to get consumed with what is literally a life changing condition.

At the moment just thinking about what foods I can eat, the planning, the pricking, considering how to deal with hypos all over again, what's in the fridge, what's in the cupboard, timing meals, portions etc etc is enough to make me crazy. Let alone trying to recover from literal starvation and exhaustion.

I'm realising that I need to try and relax. One day at a time. I'm determined not to let this thing beat me.
 
i have just had some low fat custard with ornage segments..and 3 pieces of dark chocolate...it certianly as helped me

god did i need that!!
 
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