I had a rather strange appointment with my GP last night. After him telling me how well "he'd" done getting my levels down, (ha ha), and after a seriously long pause he said i think i might take you off the insulin and leave me on just the Glucophage SR. When i asked him why he said that sometimes a course of insulin can "kick start" a pancreas into working again and you can go back to using just oral medication :?. To say i was gob smacked was an understatement. I went into the surgery feeling happy and confident about everything and by the time I came out i was totally destroyed and a jibbering wreck as i am today :evil:.
my current levels are 7 DAY = 5.9, 14 DAY = 5.4, 30 DAY = 5.8
Obviously these levels are a load of **** and, if he does take me off the insulin i can't wait to spend at least another week in hospital again and return to the horrendously ill feeling all the time. I truly have had enough i think i'll just stop taking all my meds as i now feel it's a waste of time. If i have numerous parts of my body amputated and infections set in then maybe i'll be rid of this **** hole of a world.
Let you know how i get on :evil: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hazey