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<blockquote data-quote="-beckyb93-" data-source="post: 2315632" data-attributes="member: 80827"><p>Thank you.</p><p>I should be asleep getting rest before tomorrow's shift but im just lay here on this page with things in my mind. Will I hypo? Will I go high again? Why do I bother? </p><p></p><p>I feel temporarily the omitting insulin and cutting will help. But I know longterm it won't. Not in the slightest.</p><p></p><p>I should be happy. I've a lovely home. I've go an amazing partner who loves me so incredibly much. I've got a good family. Who I miss tremendously (I moved 97miles away to uni and for my career) I speak to my mum almost every other day if not more. My dad once a week. My beautiful niece, nephew and godson atleast fortnightly if not more. </p><p>But yet I still feel this way. Like why should I bother. </p><p>Omitting my insulin will help me loose some much needed weight. But I know its so dangerous and definitely shouldn't be done. I'm miserable. But I have so much going for me. My house my home with my fantastic partner, my carer, my close friends and family. But yet I feel so alone sometimes, a freak, a fat slob, a broken mess.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="-beckyb93-, post: 2315632, member: 80827"] Thank you. I should be asleep getting rest before tomorrow's shift but im just lay here on this page with things in my mind. Will I hypo? Will I go high again? Why do I bother? I feel temporarily the omitting insulin and cutting will help. But I know longterm it won't. Not in the slightest. I should be happy. I've a lovely home. I've go an amazing partner who loves me so incredibly much. I've got a good family. Who I miss tremendously (I moved 97miles away to uni and for my career) I speak to my mum almost every other day if not more. My dad once a week. My beautiful niece, nephew and godson atleast fortnightly if not more. But yet I still feel this way. Like why should I bother. Omitting my insulin will help me loose some much needed weight. But I know its so dangerous and definitely shouldn't be done. I'm miserable. But I have so much going for me. My house my home with my fantastic partner, my carer, my close friends and family. But yet I feel so alone sometimes, a freak, a fat slob, a broken mess. [/QUOTE]
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