Thank you ebony. I've never had an Hb A1C (I struggle with the order of that!). I'm actually really struggling to take any of it seriously since I don't seem to be being monitored and keep saying 'I've given up diabetes'. I kept thinking about my death before then. But I know I'm eating the wrong things and really wish I could be checked and told off! It's not the same asking to be seen. I feel pretty uncared for really.... So thank you for replying. I needed it!