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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
Hello I don’t know where else to go as I don’t want anybody that knows me to worry
I am a type one Diabetic and have been for 38 years, I have just recently been given a libre 2 sensor which I love but am so frightened of it getting taken off me. My life is such a mess and I am very very down which intern messes with my blood sugar and I’m all over the place. I don’t know what to do or how I can change the way I’m feeling. I have just left a job after 1 year of a toxic boss who literally has made me feel stupid and very anxious. She was a real bully calling me names intimidating me in front of all staff unfortunately the owner of the company is her mother who previously I worked 10 years for and she wanted me to help her daughter with the new side of the business. I am glad to leave but now I’m looking for a new job and I’m just as frightened as I was going into work with her every day. I’ve not had an interview in 10 years and I don’t know what I want. I’m not sure I will ever be happy, I hate where I live, my mum lives 4 hours away and has pycosis, I lost my dog last year and can not get over not having one but I can’t have one because where I rent won’t let me. I have a husband but sometimes I don’t want him and sometimes I do. I feel like what have I done with my life, I’ve not got a career not got my own house, I’m stuck with no way out. Sorry for going on but I’m so sad and frightened of what’s to come.
I am a type one Diabetic and have been for 38 years, I have just recently been given a libre 2 sensor which I love but am so frightened of it getting taken off me. My life is such a mess and I am very very down which intern messes with my blood sugar and I’m all over the place. I don’t know what to do or how I can change the way I’m feeling. I have just left a job after 1 year of a toxic boss who literally has made me feel stupid and very anxious. She was a real bully calling me names intimidating me in front of all staff unfortunately the owner of the company is her mother who previously I worked 10 years for and she wanted me to help her daughter with the new side of the business. I am glad to leave but now I’m looking for a new job and I’m just as frightened as I was going into work with her every day. I’ve not had an interview in 10 years and I don’t know what I want. I’m not sure I will ever be happy, I hate where I live, my mum lives 4 hours away and has pycosis, I lost my dog last year and can not get over not having one but I can’t have one because where I rent won’t let me. I have a husband but sometimes I don’t want him and sometimes I do. I feel like what have I done with my life, I’ve not got a career not got my own house, I’m stuck with no way out. Sorry for going on but I’m so sad and frightened of what’s to come.