I want to add that I am a bit intrigued with this interest in my young friend´s looks. He is a very nice young French lad and looks like it. I know I like his looks very much, but that is me.
I like him very much, I can even say I love him and I do love him in so many ways I can admit to being a bit in love but my love for him doesn't end there and being a bit in love isn't what I intend to my relationship with him to end with.
No, on the contrary I intend to stay alive until he is a pot-bellied, half-bald, grey-haired middle aged man with two divorces under his belt and troublesome off-spring to make his remaining hair even greyer and I will be close to ninety and still a nuisance. So what I aim for is eternal friendship with a lot of love thrown in, what more can you ask for?
So yes, I think this will be a profound relationship in my life. I will put some effort into it to make it work.
Oh, by the way hubby and I had a good day today, bought a new washing machine and went for a nice meal. It was the tenth anniversary of us coming together. Not that he remembered, of course and I had to do most of the work but still. A good day.