I have embarked on a low carb diet with some variety.
Getting into a regime under pressure is what I find hard.
Thinking about work issues, deadlines etc. while simultaneously remembering to eat, inject, test BG and the feeling (that's all it is at the moment) being left on the shelf with regards to progression.
I think I would find it hard to prepare for a promotion board, keep performing as I am, be posted elsewhere and effectively manage my diabetes.
I know a lot of people feel the same in other occupations as well, but it's the first time I have felt this way.
Roscoe, I appreciate I don't take medication, never mind insulin, but when first diagnosed I wanted to get into a testing regime to understand what was going on. Anyway, I used to set alarms on my iPhone to remind me to do "stuff" - mainly the post meal readings, as I'd be distracted by other things.
I'm quite a driven, determined and ambitious person (in other words, a nightmare!), so I understand a desire to get on. If you were applying and preparing for promotion boards, how long does it take for that process to progress, then how long to get into the new post, then how long does that leave until retirement in 2020?
Please don't think I'm suggesting you shelve your ambition. It would be hypocritical of me to do that, knowing how passionately driven I am.
As you are already aware, your employer has some responsibilities in terms of looking after you, and allowing reasonable adjustments. Could you think about what adjustments you would like to make things easier, even for a period of time? Of course any adjustments would have to still allow you to do your job.
If you could find a way of giving yourself a bit of respite to get some form of irregular routine together, maybe putting in some safeguards to ensure you do the testing, eating and so on, your thinking might change a bit. Don't let a particularly rocky period influence the rest of your life.