111 haven't called back. Yes I'm sure you're right, I'll face an uphill struggle to get anyone to care.
As for your numbers, of course it's up to you what you consider acceptable and so on. If you mean that going to say 12 occasionally for a while is fine, then I could agree - especially when on insulin. Because the evidence I've seen says that it's better to go very high briefly then come back down quickly, rather than be high or moderately high for hours or days, regularly - the position I've apparently been in for the last few weeks. (I have to assume and infer that my sugars have been high, based on the symptoms I've had of dry mouth etc.)
At the end of the day, being content with a level of 12 won't prevent the complications occurring. Especially with all the evidence that spending long periods over 7.8 will lead to that, never mind 12, and never mind the 14.6 I had earlier. I tested myself a little while ago tonight too and it was still 12.3. Many many hours since I had a small, very low carb meal.
But you're right, the NHS doesn't care if our levels are dangerously high. So long as we're not in danger RIGHT NOW of dying, then to them it's all good. It's short-sighted and stupid, and is throwing diabetics under the bus, but nobody seems to care. So that's where we are.
Dave, when all is said and done, nobody will care more about your health than you, and that applies to me too.
On that basis, I have taken it upon myself to be engaged with my health care and set about learning about any conditions I encounter along the way. Where the NHS won't or can't (for whatever reason), help with what concerns me, then I have to help myself. This means I have invested money as well as huge amounts of time in myself and my health.
Do I resent it? Sometimes, as I pay a medical bill, or find myself with another long, technical paper to write, I do, but if that's what it takes, I just have to buckle down and get on with it.
I have a very good, candid and direct relationship with my GP who tells me when she's out of her depth, but also tells me when it's time to spend my pocket money again. She will support whatever she can, but not all avenues are open to her.
It's disappointing that we have to have these compromise conversations, but if I expect an honest 2-way relationship with her, the. I have to accept they will occur. I am less frustrated by this situation than I would be by waffle.
To be honest, I think it could be time for you to step back for a short while and consider your strategy, not so much for today, but for the longer term and take control of it. Invest in yourself.
If you want test strips, order some. If you want to see a different doctor, arrange it, but if you don't take whatever control you can, I imagine you will just become more and more frustrated.
That would be my take, but of course, you have to make your own choices.