me.LanaReyes
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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Other
When I was diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes, I thought the hardest part would be changing my diet.
I was wrong.
The hardest part was what happened inside my head.
The moment I got the diagnosis, my mind immediately jumped to the worst-case scenarios.
I wasn't thinking about blood sugar numbers.
I was thinking:
I started Googling.
I watched YouTube videos.
I read Reddit threads.
And honestly, I think I scared myself even more.
Everywhere I looked, I found stories about complications, medications, kidney problems, amputations, and things that made me feel like my future was already decided.
What nobody explained to me at the time was that there are millions of people living normal lives with Type 2 diabetes.
Nobody explained that the scary complications I was reading about usually happen after years of poorly managed blood sugar, not because you got diagnosed last week.
Nobody explained that fear and information overload can sometimes be worse than the diagnosis itself.
Looking back now, I realize I spent more energy panicking than actually learning how to manage the condition.
I'm curious if anyone else felt the same way when they were first diagnosed.
What was going through your head during those first few days or weeks?
I was wrong.
The hardest part was what happened inside my head.
The moment I got the diagnosis, my mind immediately jumped to the worst-case scenarios.
I wasn't thinking about blood sugar numbers.
I was thinking:
- Am I going to lose my eyesight?
- Am I going to end up on insulin?
- Am I going to lose a foot?
- Did I do this to myself?
- Is my life going to be completely different now?
I started Googling.
I watched YouTube videos.
I read Reddit threads.
And honestly, I think I scared myself even more.
Everywhere I looked, I found stories about complications, medications, kidney problems, amputations, and things that made me feel like my future was already decided.
What nobody explained to me at the time was that there are millions of people living normal lives with Type 2 diabetes.
Nobody explained that the scary complications I was reading about usually happen after years of poorly managed blood sugar, not because you got diagnosed last week.
Nobody explained that fear and information overload can sometimes be worse than the diagnosis itself.
Looking back now, I realize I spent more energy panicking than actually learning how to manage the condition.
I'm curious if anyone else felt the same way when they were first diagnosed.
What was going through your head during those first few days or weeks?