Don't worry, I have every intention of staying here. I have learned a lot and it's very comforting to know there are thousands of us. After all we don't go around with 'Diabetic' stencilled on our foreheads, so I've probably met a lot of people who are diabetic, but I didn't know it.
As I'm a widow, live on my own and don't want to burden my children too much, I find the forum very helpful. There's always someone out there who'll listen, give help and advice and be generally supportive. I try to take the view that someone has thrown a hurdle in my path and it's up to me to get over it. I'm doing my best and I intend to manage the condition as well as I possibly can. I've succeeded in getting my BS levels within the normal range, but mentally trying to accept that an Insulin pen is keeping me alive is hard to handle. Perhaps there are other people like me or maybe I'm an oddity