Well, you're not alone in that, all of us wish we weren't diabetic, probably all of the time, though , not just sometimes
But, yes, I hear you, we all get very fed up of it, sometimes more than others
The thing is , we just have to do it, as you know,
I find it helpfull to change the way I think about it when I feel that I am just fed up with it all, just focus on the fact that Im doing it for me, to feel and stay well, and eventually it all becomes routine again like brushing my teeth. Test -Bolus-Eat-Repeat
I think for most of us it's difficult as we are surrounded by non diabetics, who don't have to do all this, and probably don't understand how it can get you down . It's good that you are here though, because all of us do, and it's healthy to vent about it all from time to time
Signy