I get really, really angry when my bloods are low or really high. They may not be actually low; but the comedown from a high blood sugar level, eg 18 to 5 will make me ridiculously angry.
Also, the acceptance is so difficult. I've had type 1 for 2 years and I still have breakdowns where I just think that life is actually not worth living with this condition - it's never right - your blood sugars are NEVER good enough on a personal level or a professional level. Since being diagnosed, my massivly mild eating disorder went awol and became a huge issue where I was nearly hospitalised and the nhs, quite frankly, has given a less than impressive service, with dr's saying they don't know, see your specialist, but there's a waiting list to see the specialist. As a young diabetic, i'm supposed to see the specialist every 3months - 6months, and yet, I haven't had an appt for 1 year and 3 months because of the waiting list, while my type 2 collegue has appointments every 3 months. Winds me up so much.
I'm hoping one day it'll get better and easier. You're not in it alone though.