Hi all,
As my post is entitled, I am seriously depressed. I feel worthless, lonely and just awful every single night for the past year, even more.
I drink heavily every night, and I cant seem to stop. I'm in a downward spiral, and I seriously don't know how to get out of it.
Tonight I physically broke down in front of my friends.
I'm actually scared to go to the doctors about it. And I feel like destroying myself everyday about it.
I'm not looking for advice on here, I no what I need to do.
I just needed to write it down and get it out there. I need to sort my life out. My levels have been awful and I lie to everyone I know.
I'm on a course of self destruction. And I need to stop.
Sorry for wasting people's time reading this. I just needed to get this out.
As my post is entitled, I am seriously depressed. I feel worthless, lonely and just awful every single night for the past year, even more.
I drink heavily every night, and I cant seem to stop. I'm in a downward spiral, and I seriously don't know how to get out of it.
Tonight I physically broke down in front of my friends.
I'm actually scared to go to the doctors about it. And I feel like destroying myself everyday about it.
I'm not looking for advice on here, I no what I need to do.
I just needed to write it down and get it out there. I need to sort my life out. My levels have been awful and I lie to everyone I know.
I'm on a course of self destruction. And I need to stop.
Sorry for wasting people's time reading this. I just needed to get this out.