venting

I don't like the fact that I'll never be able to have a midnight snack without taking insulin. I don't like that I'll always be worrying about my bg going too high or low while my friends probably will never give a second of thought to their blood sugar levels. Most my friends probably don't...

I've struggled with prediabetes for almost 12 years, after the birth of my almost 12yo. I had gestational diabetes with my 17mo and hated it so bad, I couldn't bring myself to do the insulin pen because I could see the needle(I'm so scared of visible needles, I cried for 2hrs until I vomited)...