Johnd666 said:
Im 15 diabetic. 5 injections a day and regular bg testing and calculating. I have recently found out im getting an insulin pump and next week..im happy about it but since this i have rebelled against injecting and bg testing. For some reason after months of desperation for a pump i now dont want one plz help
Hi John,
Whilst, I have no experience of the pump, I am after one myself, after 15 years of being diabetic, I think it would help me a lot. I do 5 or more injections a day at the moment and I went through an extended rebellion against my injections from the age of 14, even now, I don't BG Test as often as I should be, but I'm improving that as I want a pump. Rebellion is so common for diabetics in their teen years and due to a trauma when I was 14, I didn't look after myself again until I was 19. It is not a situation I would recommend for anyone. I never felt good about it and no one in my life did either. You only feel worse for not injecting.
I think a pump is scary as it's something completely new, and in the UK, it's not that common to have a pump (some 1 in 1000). But all the hassle of taking a regular injection will be gone, you monitor your BG Level's and adjust accordingly, it's a real innovation and makes having a 'normal' lifestyle slightly more possible.
I think you ought to give the pump a chance, if you do and you feel like it's not for you, then let your diabetic team know and they can get you back onto injections. But there's a ton of people to talk to if you have questions on pumps. Here, being the first place. There are Pump Reps, who'll be more than happy to chat to you or to meet with you and discuss the pump, there's also a huge diabetic community on websites such as Tumblr, who again, would be more than happy to chat and share their experiences of the pump with you.
Good luck.