Thank you for the responses, I meant the job area being in research, although I think I do feel that I have , if feels management of the disease takes over a lot, It feels overwhelming, It's not easy, I guess it might help to not be alone in this. I think it's p, the lowest my blood sugar has been is 55 and the highest when I just chose to ignore was 135 at the moment with covid it it has creeped up to 70. I used to have 3 month readings and went 6 month readings, that might be why, I do have a home blood glucose reader, though I understand it's not the same set of readings as the following. I found this website quite helpful to know as guide where I should be. I found a guide helpful hhtp://baspath.co.uk/Hba1c_table.pdf got confused with the different types of tests reading. Whilst it's good to know where it should be. I hope this site helps. particularly when sometimes I sometimes want to just feel it's not there. It's good to have a community, particularly sometimes making more mobile. wouldn't really understand. For me personally one bad news after another, past 10 years, yet it is the past. it is a long time, it probably is overmagnifying, and having the tools to manage. I get the feeling I might be overexaggerating the emotions involved, but I am going to be kind to myself inroder not to go into avoidance of taking control. Initially without diabetes the low carb thing worked. I had lost weight. So hopefully it will help.