I was diagnosed a week ago as type one. I tried to be brave about it after I got out of the hospital, that things were fine, but I was scared to, and wound up having a melt down on the weekend. I was very upset at how things turned out, and I just wanted to run away and hide. So I understand how you're feeling right now because I feel that way too. But now after a few more days, and experiencing things first hand I realized it won't be so bad. I found injecting insulin fairly easy, and only takes a minute. Also testing only takes a minute as well, and I think I'm managing to get hang of and I'm sure you will too. We will find ways to muddle through.