So, I just got my results after the first 3 months (ok closer to 4 as I avoided the test for as long as possible). My hba1c went from 112 to 48.
This is good. Why do I feel super stressed?(Probable answer: inherent crazy.)
1. I don't think I changed my lifestyle enough to warrant such a large drop.
2. I'm struggling to eat healthily recently (case in point, I've two eaten two cookies today).
3. I feel like everyone (friends/family/myself maybe) expects that I will continue to do well. Like now I can't slip/fail.
Anxiety and perfectionism are such killers.
Anyway, I'm not sure why I'm posting this. Sharing good news... and then ruining it.
How is everyone else doing?
I think you have earned the right to indulge in a few cookies
I hope your doc or nurse, or whoever gave you the results was suitably impressed, and wanted to know by what sorcery and self discipline and plain hard work you achieved your marvelous result?
1. I don't think I changed my lifestyle enough to warrant such a large drop?
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