I have always had mixed feelings about religion but I think faith is a different thing. We need faith in our every day lives, faith in ourselves, our family and friends, our future, the coming generations. I do not believe their is one person looking after the world and it's inhabitants but I do believe their is more than this life.
When my Husband became ill, I was scared, and wondered what life held for me. It's too long a story to put here but suffice it to say that over the last week of his life everything changed. On the day itself everything was calm, it felt like a jigsaw puzzle had been completed, it felt like something had taken the weight, like I was being carried. There was no fear and the happenings of that last month suddenly made sense.That 'something' has been with me ever since, so although I don't have a religion, I do have faith that my future will be ok. It's difficult to explain