Hi everyone..I hope someone can help me - even if it just to tell me things are going to be ok!
I had a rough year last year - after being perfectly healthy my whole life, I went to my GP feeling tired, emotional etc (the usual) and dicovered I was diabetic - orignally told I was type 2. Fast forward 6 months later and I have had to have a huge (thankfully benign) tumour removed from my liver (worst ever surgery) and been rediagnosed as Type 1..no medical professional can tell me how/what/why the tumour grew...though they have hinted that it may have damaged my pancreas...and so, diabetic.
Who knows?
Anyway, after dealing with it all and feeling ok, honeymooning with blood glucose levels and coping alright with the insulin etc, I am starting to flatline. I control things well most of the time, but somethimes I get so frustrated and annoyed and generally want to give up. I know I need to get a grip on things, but I am struggling....is this normal? Please tell me something will click in my brain and it'll all be ok???! :?
I get married in two weeks (stress also not helping), have a stressfull job with a boss who still goes on about all the time I took off for surgery..even though I was back at work 6 weeks before I should have been.
sorry everyone...but sometimes I want to scream!!
I had a rough year last year - after being perfectly healthy my whole life, I went to my GP feeling tired, emotional etc (the usual) and dicovered I was diabetic - orignally told I was type 2. Fast forward 6 months later and I have had to have a huge (thankfully benign) tumour removed from my liver (worst ever surgery) and been rediagnosed as Type 1..no medical professional can tell me how/what/why the tumour grew...though they have hinted that it may have damaged my pancreas...and so, diabetic.
Who knows?
Anyway, after dealing with it all and feeling ok, honeymooning with blood glucose levels and coping alright with the insulin etc, I am starting to flatline. I control things well most of the time, but somethimes I get so frustrated and annoyed and generally want to give up. I know I need to get a grip on things, but I am struggling....is this normal? Please tell me something will click in my brain and it'll all be ok???! :?
I get married in two weeks (stress also not helping), have a stressfull job with a boss who still goes on about all the time I took off for surgery..even though I was back at work 6 weeks before I should have been.
sorry everyone...but sometimes I want to scream!!