Hey RFSMarch, sorry to hear that your numbers have bounced back up to where they were a year ago by the look of your info. You must have been proud to get them own to 45 and if that is where you want to be again, you know what needs to be done! But, life throws us curve balls sometimes and we have to live with them....trust that when the renos are done, you will find it easier to prepare food and get back to better management of your intake.....don't beat yourself up too much, you are human, this is a marathon, not a sprint, and there are often many factors during the marathon that can detour us a bit. Just keep your eye on what is the prize for you - whatever number that may be. You can get back there!! Blessings/L