i believe i knew eating a healthy diet was the correct way to go, i knew chocolate by the slab, crisps but the bucket, and 15 takeaways a week was a route to destruction, and i deserved diabetes, heart attack, stroke oh and lets not forget the 40+cigarettes a day for all those years, so i did and still deserve lung cancer, so yes i believe i deserve everything ive got, whatever we say about the advice we get from the nhs or the advertising we get from folks like warburtons, we do know what is right, there are lots of people that get the same advice and see the same adverts but choose a healthy path, which is why i feel sorry for people that do live healthily and get diabetes, and i cant claim to be genetically more likely to be fat and unhealthy because now i am eating the right way, i basically didnt care if i got something horrible because i was in denial, it was only when i was told i had to change or die that it hit home, also as i had such bad habits its been so much easier for me to change and therefore improve my health, how much harder it is for people already living the healthy lifestyle i cannot imagine, i am also very lucky to only have diabetes to deal with and not other helth issues, i m generally grateful for my luck, i deserve to have died and not have been given this second chance, now the trick for me is to not waste it
edit: i didnt know about carbohydrates but thats no excuse for the complete and absolute lack of vegetables salads and general avoidance of anything healthy lol