Hi everyone,
I wonder if you could help me.
Since being diagnosed in 2016, I have struggled to keep my levels anywhere near okay without just literally not eating for a few days. Something which has landed me in hospital a few times. I am on Gliclazide (I had an allergic reaction to Metformin), along with Lantus (45u once per day, am) and also on Novorapid (3u for every 1mmol my insulin levels are above 15, and 2u for every 1g of carbs above 5g of carbs I have for each meal, around 30 minutes before the meal).
One of my biggest problems is that I am trying to lose weight, I have been in a wheelchair since age 14, and am using a large quantity of morphine in tablet form, plus around 100mg of morphine in liquid form spread over the course of the week as breakthrough (that's an average), which is effectively sugar syrup with a little morphine inside it.
I am trying to lose some weight, which I have managed to do in the past, but only because of the whole not eating thing. I had several doctors moan and complain (for the right reasons, I do understand that) about doing this, and that I needed to eat sensibly. However, if I do, two things happen.
The nurses are wonderful, but they are only allowed to work with you for 3 sessions here, during which time they are meant to stabilise you before passing you back to the family doctor. So that avenue, is not really that open to me, despite trying to keep it that way, and arguing that if my levels aren't improving then things aren't stable, and therefore I shouldn't be discharged, but it fell on deaf ears. Unfortunately, living on the edges of London, that is a reality of life.
So, what can I do? Am I missing something which will keep my insulin levels magically in check. I basically eat soup and salad almost every day, with once slice of bread included in my soup, I have a banana in the morning. That is it.
I am genuinely scared right now, I stopped eating because that was the only way to keep the insulin levels down, but it had other consequences. Funnily enough, my insulin levels didn't go high or low after the first 48 hours of not eating. I am a big guy, due to bad diet, no exercise, etc...in the past, but I am trying and largely making progress, but the weight isn't shifting, and my insulin levels aren't getting better.
Erm, help!
I wonder if you could help me.
Since being diagnosed in 2016, I have struggled to keep my levels anywhere near okay without just literally not eating for a few days. Something which has landed me in hospital a few times. I am on Gliclazide (I had an allergic reaction to Metformin), along with Lantus (45u once per day, am) and also on Novorapid (3u for every 1mmol my insulin levels are above 15, and 2u for every 1g of carbs above 5g of carbs I have for each meal, around 30 minutes before the meal).
One of my biggest problems is that I am trying to lose weight, I have been in a wheelchair since age 14, and am using a large quantity of morphine in tablet form, plus around 100mg of morphine in liquid form spread over the course of the week as breakthrough (that's an average), which is effectively sugar syrup with a little morphine inside it.
I am trying to lose some weight, which I have managed to do in the past, but only because of the whole not eating thing. I had several doctors moan and complain (for the right reasons, I do understand that) about doing this, and that I needed to eat sensibly. However, if I do, two things happen.
- I put weight on, around 1 or 2 kg a day (not fluctuations, but steady increases in weight), whilst eating somewhere between 800 and 1200 calories a day (around 12g of carbs across two meals, so each one being around 6g of carbs)
- My insulin levels go crazy. I mean one minute they are showing 15mmols and two hours later they are showing 6mmols, despite not having eaten for around 5 hours at that point.
The nurses are wonderful, but they are only allowed to work with you for 3 sessions here, during which time they are meant to stabilise you before passing you back to the family doctor. So that avenue, is not really that open to me, despite trying to keep it that way, and arguing that if my levels aren't improving then things aren't stable, and therefore I shouldn't be discharged, but it fell on deaf ears. Unfortunately, living on the edges of London, that is a reality of life.
So, what can I do? Am I missing something which will keep my insulin levels magically in check. I basically eat soup and salad almost every day, with once slice of bread included in my soup, I have a banana in the morning. That is it.
I am genuinely scared right now, I stopped eating because that was the only way to keep the insulin levels down, but it had other consequences. Funnily enough, my insulin levels didn't go high or low after the first 48 hours of not eating. I am a big guy, due to bad diet, no exercise, etc...in the past, but I am trying and largely making progress, but the weight isn't shifting, and my insulin levels aren't getting better.
Erm, help!