Hi everybody,
i havent been on this in a while.A couple of months back I left a message titled Help.I was in such a baad way my sugar readings were in the 20's ,a few at 30 and on a 'good' day about 16!I was so depressed ,crying everyday ,afraid to go outside and petrified to go anywhere alone.I got soo parnoid about my diabetes I was testing 20 times a day!
Since them I was hospitalised for a month ,the doctors played around with my insulin while I was in hospital and finall settled o a split levemir dose 15/15 units 9 am/pm and 8 units of novorapid premeals.I was aslo put on antidepressants.I have to say how amazing I feel now.My blood is now about 4 in the morning,7 before lunch,although i get some 15 pre dinner its back to 8 before bed!!!I have had a few hypos which do scare me but Im learning not to be scared.Diabetes really aint that bad after all.I was soo afraid to go newhere before ,and now I'm off to New York at easter!!
I would really like to say to all of those people feeling down about their diabetes at the mo,that I no you probly feel like s**t at the moment and you are probly sick of people saying this but it REALLY does get better ,Trust me I've been there!!
Smile ,Be happy
P.S has nebody any advise about traveling to America with diabetes??
i havent been on this in a while.A couple of months back I left a message titled Help.I was in such a baad way my sugar readings were in the 20's ,a few at 30 and on a 'good' day about 16!I was so depressed ,crying everyday ,afraid to go outside and petrified to go anywhere alone.I got soo parnoid about my diabetes I was testing 20 times a day!
Since them I was hospitalised for a month ,the doctors played around with my insulin while I was in hospital and finall settled o a split levemir dose 15/15 units 9 am/pm and 8 units of novorapid premeals.I was aslo put on antidepressants.I have to say how amazing I feel now.My blood is now about 4 in the morning,7 before lunch,although i get some 15 pre dinner its back to 8 before bed!!!I have had a few hypos which do scare me but Im learning not to be scared.Diabetes really aint that bad after all.I was soo afraid to go newhere before ,and now I'm off to New York at easter!!
I would really like to say to all of those people feeling down about their diabetes at the mo,that I no you probly feel like s**t at the moment and you are probly sick of people saying this but it REALLY does get better ,Trust me I've been there!!
Smile ,Be happy

P.S has nebody any advise about traveling to America with diabetes??