OK. So you hit a bump in the road? It's no great disaster. If this condition was easy to handle, and understand, none of us would be here. We'd just get on with it, and skip off into the sunset with our perfect scores and fabulously fit and toned bodies. Unfortunately, it's not like that.
I've written quite a lot about how I might have tackled my early days, had I known about the ND, and every time I think it through, I come up with a slightly different approach to myself. It strikes me as being a hard, hard regime to follow it. Great if you can, but Prof Taylor openly States itanot or every. Not everyone can do it for lots of reasons.
But, I would suggest now is an opportunity for you to take personal stock. What you have proven is that by dropping some weight, and defeating your organs you can improve your general health, including your diabetes and weight, so please do take that as a positive. If you have regained a proportion of the weight you. Have lost, don't lose heart. Not all of it will be fat. Carbs encourage a bit of fluid retention, which is why we lose quickly, when we reduce them, so some of that gain will have been fluid.
I might suggest you perhaps create an environment where you can get your head around forgiving yourself for the hiccough you have suffered. It's not the end of the world, and in a few months time, you'll look back and think, "oh yeah. I remember that happening." Beating yourself up doesn't positively impact on anything.
If you could make a bit of a contract with yourself to get on the straight and narrow for each day of a week or so, you will undoubtedly feel better. I don't mean the and, I mean eating sensibly; reducing your carbs, but not being hungry. No need to increase fats, unless you are hungry, but no reduced fat foods, for sure. Just not punishing your body will make you feel better. Moto go from a starvation regime to binging like mad ( your phrase?) can't have been easy for your body to handle. It's a bit like abstaining from alcohol, then going out on a bender. Everything affects you more, and they a governs are usually worse, AND the only thing that feels like it'll make you feel better, is more of the same. Carbs are addictive.
It might be gentler on your system to think of the long game, rather than the short, sharp shock. My stats are in my signature. I merely reduced carbs, and only upped the fats once I needed to stop the weight loss. Prof Taylor States it is the weight loss that is important - to below the Personal Fat Threshold PFT), rather than how rapidly, or the method the wait is dropped. That lifestyle got me into the habit of eating sensibly, for a diabetic person, and educated me in new foods and tastes along the way. I wasn't on any countdown, nor did I have big challenges at the end of "what the heck doieatnow? Pass the create egg!" I just plodded on and added a bit more food and some fats at the end.
It's atoughhie. But one thing you do have to do is get your foot looked at. Don't ignore anything. Ifthee re is no cause for concern you will be reassured, and if there's something to be done, it'll be noted early.
Good luck with it all. Keep posting, becuause you know you'll be supported, whatever you decide to do.