Julie1471
Well-Known Member
- Messages
- 504
- Location
- Broadstairs,Kent
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Pump
- Dislikes
- Having high blood sugars!!!!!
Maybe this has been posted before, not sure. I'm type1 have been for 30+ years. And I've been questioning my diabetes (stupid I know). But does any one question their diabetes?? I went through the why me, when I was younger. Maybe some know this feeling, some maybe not. I will admit I cheated as I wanted to be like everyone else(first time admitted, to that :roll: ). But I'm having real probs, with no help from hosp, on pump waiting list constant highs leading to lows and really fed up, new consult wants to reapeat past 15years of treatment, still waiting for a katie course and still waiting for a place, eating the same diet, week in week out, don't go out that often to eat, if at all. And I've wondered do people ask their diabetes, questions, such as what do you want me to do, I'm trying my best, but your not helping. I know this prob really sounds stupid, I am really trying my best but no one really wants to help me by the look of it, on a medical issue or a mental issue, my kids race to to get lucozade and a snickers bar, they try to beat each other to get to mum first. EG tested twice 1.9, lucozade and half an areo, went to sleep due to headache, son put blanket and pillow out for me. Woke up at 6.18, with wet tshirt tested again 3.4, thought **** came to really quickly as kids needed tea, now in the 20s, I'm really fed up with this roller coaster. Never been told that monthly's affect bs, even thou DSN, have been through my 2 pregnacy's I've found out, also not to exercise with a blood sugar over 13.Hubby goes to work constantly worried, and kids schools know, if they are late in, I've had a hypo and they, will be in once I'm sorted. And NONE OF MY CONSULTANTS, have ever considered basal testing, I FEEL LIKE I'M BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST A BRICK WAL,!!! Sorry for the rant. 