Lainie71
Well-Known Member
- Messages
- 2,363
- Location
- South
- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Diet only
- Dislikes
- The term "big boned" lol repeatedly told this growing up!
Sometimes this diabetes malarkey really gets on my - well you can imagine! I am type 2 and I know I don't have the same challenges as a lot of us on here, but its just starting to really nark me off. I cannot seem to get my head around things at the moment, no matter what I do. My wee is dark orange in the morning on wake up, has been for the last 4 weeks or possibly more if I am honest, despite my water intake. I have no abdominal pain and I am not sore down there if you know what I mean, but I have really lacked motivation despite working out regularly again. My home life is okay but I am still challenged daily with obsessive thoughts and compulsions, procrastinating which I know is not doing me any good, it does not help that neither my husband or I have really been anywhere. We do get out once a week and I have a few appointments here and there but I feel I am becoming like Uncle Fester and festering! My mental health issues prevent me from venturing far as I just cannot cope with people face to face. My husband has his issues also. I just seem to be going around in circles all the time and my bg is driving me nuts on top of all of this. I know I am ranting and there are more pressing issues on here with others, but this is why I haven't posted my levels a lot recently as they seem to be all over the place. I am trying to occupy my mind by keeping busy but I am losing enthusiasm with a lot of things. I normally do a lot of crafts, sewing etc but have lost my mojo I think. I have just made a bucket hat but I loused that up, done them hundreds of times to sell and was so disappointed with myself that I have just put it to one side and its looking very sorry for itself at the moment! I cannot face going to the gp about my morning wee etc not sure if its normal or not? The fact I also have health anxieties is not helping with all of this. I don't seem to be making much sense at the moment , I think I am hitting rock bottom again and have been feeling woolly mentally since Christmas. I just wanted to rant, that's all 