Hi there I totally agree with you after a while you start to get tired of it all being told you can't eat this and what you eat is having to be carbohydrate counted which just ruins it all, I don't care about what I eat as long as its in moderation and my sugars stay relatively ok when I go out with my friends I am not going to break down my food into numbers for a machine because I will probably not end up eating at all because you feel like a fool having to do that or when the dessert comes and you have to get the diabetic option because of your sugar and its all so annoying. People who don't have diabetes say that you can't do this or that and its like being treated like a child its alienation plain and simple. My last check up and my Hba1c was high and they looked at me worried and say that I have to watch what I eat and it will come down I couldn't care less and i am getting pretty tired of being told that you can't eat this and when you do less often than now. I have depression and sometimes it get pretty bad that i lock myself in my house for a week and i don't want anybody to bother me it is all unfortunately the life that those of us have to deal with