some people never go to the doctors, some people go a lot, they are used to it, they won't think badly of you, to be honest as far as i can tell we are just numbers and if they weren't seeing you it would be someone else, so I'm sure it doesnt bother them who is sitting there, so stop worrying about what the doctor thinks about you and go see them, your ill, they are doctors which what they chose as a career, doctors are paid by us to look after us, best of luck