Hi All
I hope you and your loved ones are fine in this uncertain time.
I don't write much in the forums as I tend to read more and see whats happening, I have been a diabetic since I was 13/14yrs old that is like 35yrs with Type 1 Diabetes.
Want to know as there are certain times of months I feel so down that I have dark thoughts on how to OD on my medication and get stoned end it.
I guess sometime I feel I just can't do this anymore as not only do I have Type 1, I have crazy sciatica hip pains from years of repairing PCs on a bench before the Health and Safety act kicked in, wrecked knee and 2 years ago I damaged my left hand index and pointer finger (trigger finger damage) that just won't heal even having a splint on them constantly.
The pain and the diabetes sometime just brings me so down I feel I don't want to continue on.
Taking Paracetamol constantly I found that it makes me so fatigued and tired.
So what I am asking is do people with diabetes have dark days or am I just acting out due to the pain and the condition of type 1
Now with the lock down I feel even more down.
Thanks and take care everyone
Martin
I hope you and your loved ones are fine in this uncertain time.
I don't write much in the forums as I tend to read more and see whats happening, I have been a diabetic since I was 13/14yrs old that is like 35yrs with Type 1 Diabetes.
Want to know as there are certain times of months I feel so down that I have dark thoughts on how to OD on my medication and get stoned end it.
I guess sometime I feel I just can't do this anymore as not only do I have Type 1, I have crazy sciatica hip pains from years of repairing PCs on a bench before the Health and Safety act kicked in, wrecked knee and 2 years ago I damaged my left hand index and pointer finger (trigger finger damage) that just won't heal even having a splint on them constantly.
The pain and the diabetes sometime just brings me so down I feel I don't want to continue on.
Taking Paracetamol constantly I found that it makes me so fatigued and tired.
So what I am asking is do people with diabetes have dark days or am I just acting out due to the pain and the condition of type 1
Now with the lock down I feel even more down.
Thanks and take care everyone
Martin