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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Tablets (oral)
Haven’t posted in a while thought I’d share my recent ordeals in the hopes there are others going through the same things.
For 6 years I’ve been diagnosed with diabetes t2 and all that time I never took my meds! First few years didn’t think it was serious, then started getting tingling and numbness so would try taking metformin for a few days then gave up, fast forward another three years and I have now ruined my life.
Neuropathy in my limbs and now as of recent my mind feels like it’s lost, memory, reasoning, mood all affected and getting worse. My hbA1c is 105 and I think I’ve given myself dementia with how bad things have gotten. Anxiety through the roof and you know what? I’m close to accepting I ain’t gunna be here long (I’m 24).
I have started taking my meds as of 1 week ago but it takes months to bring your hbA1c down so I’m kinda screwed for a while no matter what.
No matter what health problems I thought I had over the years it always came back to diabetes and therefore came back to its your fault, which it is.
Numbness in my feet and hands? I convinced myself it was ALS or MS! No just neuropathy due to me not taking my meds!
Cognitive decline? Must be a brain tumour or something! No just nerve damage and damage to my blood vessels due to me not taking my meds!
To stop this post becoming a rambling pity fest I’ll get to the point, I have gambled with my life and have lost. There are tons of other symptoms and hospital trips and things that have happened that have led me to where I am now but as I write this I genuinely believe the big D is what’s gunna take me out.
I just hope people who are recently diagnosed take it seriously unlike me,
For 6 years I’ve been diagnosed with diabetes t2 and all that time I never took my meds! First few years didn’t think it was serious, then started getting tingling and numbness so would try taking metformin for a few days then gave up, fast forward another three years and I have now ruined my life.
Neuropathy in my limbs and now as of recent my mind feels like it’s lost, memory, reasoning, mood all affected and getting worse. My hbA1c is 105 and I think I’ve given myself dementia with how bad things have gotten. Anxiety through the roof and you know what? I’m close to accepting I ain’t gunna be here long (I’m 24).
I have started taking my meds as of 1 week ago but it takes months to bring your hbA1c down so I’m kinda screwed for a while no matter what.
No matter what health problems I thought I had over the years it always came back to diabetes and therefore came back to its your fault, which it is.
Numbness in my feet and hands? I convinced myself it was ALS or MS! No just neuropathy due to me not taking my meds!
Cognitive decline? Must be a brain tumour or something! No just nerve damage and damage to my blood vessels due to me not taking my meds!
To stop this post becoming a rambling pity fest I’ll get to the point, I have gambled with my life and have lost. There are tons of other symptoms and hospital trips and things that have happened that have led me to where I am now but as I write this I genuinely believe the big D is what’s gunna take me out.
I just hope people who are recently diagnosed take it seriously unlike me,