LizzieP said:
Argh. Doctors!
The doctor I spoke to on the phone said she was worried about my fingers (they are my fingers, not hers!) and that testing 4 times per day was sufficient.
Should it not be entirely up to us how much we test? It takes 30 seconds and I don't find it a hassle. So annoyed and frustrated.
Not disagreeing with you, but after a few months of 10 times a day testing, your fingers really WILL notice. You will even find that places you used previously start to bleed when you use the finger again, another day. They don't have time to heal. They may also develop hard skin, which will make it harder to draw blood.
Try cutting down slowly. Don't get annoyed with her for trying to help. 300 strips does seem an awful lot to be getting, I'm based in France, where they don't mind giving you more if you ask. They happily hand me 100-150 a month. But I think even they would jib at giving me more than double the recommended amount. And France is generous.
If you were diagnosed in May last year, that's almost a year you've had to get into a routine. You shouldn't need to be testing at every opportunity. If you have your doses right, before eating, before you go to sleep and when you get up should be ample. If you feel the need to test 10 times a day, I can't help feeling something isn't right.
Stop being so angry, take a step back, and think about it
Try working with doing 5 tests a day. See how you manage. I kind of feel that maybe you are scared to let go of the control - but honestly, if you are getting good results now, there is no need to test so often. It really is only needed if your sugars are up and down like a yo-yo all the time. And if they are, you need to go see your doctor and find out why.
*edit - incidentally, why have you only seen her once, when you were diagnosed? Is this your general GP? Not sure how it works any more in the UK, but if you don't see your doctor, who do you see? Surely it's your responsibility to go see her, and keep her appraised of how you are doing?