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<blockquote data-quote="mist" data-source="post: 1279832"><p>You guys really are amazing. I feel very humbled by your resonses and kind words, to the point it brought me to tears, which may sound overly dramatic but i haven't cried in a very long time, despite trying very hard to do so.</p><p></p><p>I don't often open up like that and show my emotions becuase, well im not actually sure, ive always felt i have to be strong for others when they themselves are in a bad way and maybe i stupidly thought of myself as somewhat invincible, for want of a better word.</p><p></p><p>Ive never really had anyone in my life to talk to, and still dont. I dont have any friends, yes im a billy no mates! </p><p></p><p>I did phone the samaritans becuase i was worried i was going to hurt myself, something i havent done for many years, and they did help a lot.</p><p></p><p>i dont know guys, sometimes i just feel like im adrift and alone, you know?</p><p></p><p>I really dont like who i have become in recent years, this has been going on for four years now and tonight my emotions just kind of came flooding out. </p><p></p><p>I really am grateful to everyone here, you wont know just how much.</p><p></p><p>Maybe in time i will learnto open up more and maybe talk a little more about what is going on with me, but im not there yet.</p><p></p><p>Thanks again guys, im going to go and dye my hair green and eat chicken breast because you know, CooCoo!</p><p></p><p>Hopefully in the morning i'll be a bit more with it.</p><p></p><p>Wayne (mist)</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="mist, post: 1279832"] You guys really are amazing. I feel very humbled by your resonses and kind words, to the point it brought me to tears, which may sound overly dramatic but i haven't cried in a very long time, despite trying very hard to do so. I don't often open up like that and show my emotions becuase, well im not actually sure, ive always felt i have to be strong for others when they themselves are in a bad way and maybe i stupidly thought of myself as somewhat invincible, for want of a better word. Ive never really had anyone in my life to talk to, and still dont. I dont have any friends, yes im a billy no mates! I did phone the samaritans becuase i was worried i was going to hurt myself, something i havent done for many years, and they did help a lot. i dont know guys, sometimes i just feel like im adrift and alone, you know? I really dont like who i have become in recent years, this has been going on for four years now and tonight my emotions just kind of came flooding out. I really am grateful to everyone here, you wont know just how much. Maybe in time i will learnto open up more and maybe talk a little more about what is going on with me, but im not there yet. Thanks again guys, im going to go and dye my hair green and eat chicken breast because you know, CooCoo! Hopefully in the morning i'll be a bit more with it. Wayne (mist) [/QUOTE]
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