Hello
My name is Louise. I have been diagnosed with Diabetes now for 13years....so everyone presumes i have it all figured out and perfect but I dont. When i was first diagnosed it was just before the teens and I accepted it very well.... then i had an extra long honeymoon period so came off all meds for over a year. Then GCSEs stress pushed them back over and i went back onto insulin. There is no conclusive diagnosis as to which type I am. I had a case of nearly going in to a coma with high levels so the drs say I must be type 1....but because im not thin they aren't convinced. Also i have to have really high doses of insulin (about 1:6 10g of crb to 6units).
I find it really hard to keep control mostly cuz of my behaviour and ..."ah ill be alright" denial. I have started testing my blood again these past few days and my sugars are just shockingly high! I've joined just cuz Im not sure what else to do. I am due a Hba1c but I don't want to have it because i know it will be high and the drs will moan at me and make me feel worse than i already do. So i just wondered if perhaps joining somethin like this may help me get control (or just a grip lol) as i can't do it on my own. (I do have phases where i can control it better but it seems to slip?!)
Sorry for the ramble of a life story but feeling at bit helpless.
Thanks for listening
My name is Louise. I have been diagnosed with Diabetes now for 13years....so everyone presumes i have it all figured out and perfect but I dont. When i was first diagnosed it was just before the teens and I accepted it very well.... then i had an extra long honeymoon period so came off all meds for over a year. Then GCSEs stress pushed them back over and i went back onto insulin. There is no conclusive diagnosis as to which type I am. I had a case of nearly going in to a coma with high levels so the drs say I must be type 1....but because im not thin they aren't convinced. Also i have to have really high doses of insulin (about 1:6 10g of crb to 6units).
I find it really hard to keep control mostly cuz of my behaviour and ..."ah ill be alright" denial. I have started testing my blood again these past few days and my sugars are just shockingly high! I've joined just cuz Im not sure what else to do. I am due a Hba1c but I don't want to have it because i know it will be high and the drs will moan at me and make me feel worse than i already do. So i just wondered if perhaps joining somethin like this may help me get control (or just a grip lol) as i can't do it on my own. (I do have phases where i can control it better but it seems to slip?!)
Sorry for the ramble of a life story but feeling at bit helpless.
Thanks for listening