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<blockquote data-quote="Lulu9101112" data-source="post: 2227693" data-attributes="member: 409636"><p>Yes and most of them are. Not great as when I get stressed or always causes my blood to go high which can cause me to get a bit more moody.</p><p></p><p>well I sneakily tried that once on a Saturday however I think the only reason I didn’t get caught was because I changed my cycling jacket, had my helmet in my bag and had my hood up, Also security was hardly around. . </p><p></p><p> I don’t want to risk doing this again as if you get caught it restarts the ban and if you don’t leave they can contact the police. I’m easily recognisable because I wear glasses and have a obvious scar which you can’t change</p><p> </p><p>someitmes I have trouble sleeping due to these issues. Hence why I’m typing this at 3am as I litreally woke up at this time. Not great when I’m supposed to have volunteering.. Thing is when I get down and don’t feel like going volunteering even though I like it I’m afraid if I go. I’ll do something stupid or because my work saw me. I worried I’ll get told off at volunteering. </p><p></p><p>I’m even tried asking the manger if he thinks there’s a reasonable solution or if they let me back in and I break my promise they can make the ban longer or permanent. it’s also almost been a month soon. By the 20th or March it would of been a month. But he Avoided answering that question.</p><p></p><p>As then I would defiently find away to stop myself. I also mentioned I got warned at work. So I know i need to stop otherwise I’ll loose my job etc.</p><p></p><p>so it seems like I’m doing the right things but nothing is working.</p><p></p><p></p><p>the animal park I work in they literally only ban people of customers are being physical to kids, harming the animals or shop lifting and for the sports centre same thing minus animals. But if people explain there reason it’s get reconsidered whether to lift the ban or not unless it’s something related to safeguarding e.g being physical to a child or to do with welfare of children/animals . This has never happens luckily though well it never did at sports centre. . I’ve heard this from staff:Someone did try stealing birds at the animal park but they got caught and ended up getting banned. Obviously they got banned due to the animals welfare. Same thing happened. Some visitor got banned for feeding junk food too an animal.</p><p></p><p>as for my dissability it seems like the only people that seem to be aware is the local Buissness warden and police as did to previous incidents outside. As for police they understand and that’s why I’ve only gotten warnings and never arrested luckily. No one wants to press charges either. It’s like people know there’s a reason even though I hardly used to speak to anyone before. </p><p>Me and my mum know a local officer due to these days. When I mentioned about the deliveroo riders. He mentioned he’ll try to speak to them but it’ll be hard to find the right ones since theirs a lot of riders etc... it also doesn’t help when I get stressed/anxious this automatically causes my blood to be high which makes me slightly more irritatable. However sometimes I find it hard to recognise when my bloods high compared to when my bloods low. . </p><p></p><p>Also the warden understands as he got involved back in summer when I was having issues in the summer before college and I explained a little back then. Not fully as I was about to catch a bus back then. (I wasn’t even aware my town had Buissness wardens either before he started getting involved) </p><p></p><p></p><p>So there are other authorities aware of some reasons. It’s like the manager still doesn’t understand or is discriminating especially as he’s avoiding some questions</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Lulu9101112, post: 2227693, member: 409636"] Yes and most of them are. Not great as when I get stressed or always causes my blood to go high which can cause me to get a bit more moody. well I sneakily tried that once on a Saturday however I think the only reason I didn’t get caught was because I changed my cycling jacket, had my helmet in my bag and had my hood up, Also security was hardly around. . I don’t want to risk doing this again as if you get caught it restarts the ban and if you don’t leave they can contact the police. I’m easily recognisable because I wear glasses and have a obvious scar which you can’t change someitmes I have trouble sleeping due to these issues. Hence why I’m typing this at 3am as I litreally woke up at this time. Not great when I’m supposed to have volunteering.. Thing is when I get down and don’t feel like going volunteering even though I like it I’m afraid if I go. I’ll do something stupid or because my work saw me. I worried I’ll get told off at volunteering. I’m even tried asking the manger if he thinks there’s a reasonable solution or if they let me back in and I break my promise they can make the ban longer or permanent. it’s also almost been a month soon. By the 20th or March it would of been a month. But he Avoided answering that question. As then I would defiently find away to stop myself. I also mentioned I got warned at work. So I know i need to stop otherwise I’ll loose my job etc. so it seems like I’m doing the right things but nothing is working. the animal park I work in they literally only ban people of customers are being physical to kids, harming the animals or shop lifting and for the sports centre same thing minus animals. But if people explain there reason it’s get reconsidered whether to lift the ban or not unless it’s something related to safeguarding e.g being physical to a child or to do with welfare of children/animals . This has never happens luckily though well it never did at sports centre. . I’ve heard this from staff:Someone did try stealing birds at the animal park but they got caught and ended up getting banned. Obviously they got banned due to the animals welfare. Same thing happened. Some visitor got banned for feeding junk food too an animal. as for my dissability it seems like the only people that seem to be aware is the local Buissness warden and police as did to previous incidents outside. As for police they understand and that’s why I’ve only gotten warnings and never arrested luckily. No one wants to press charges either. It’s like people know there’s a reason even though I hardly used to speak to anyone before. Me and my mum know a local officer due to these days. When I mentioned about the deliveroo riders. He mentioned he’ll try to speak to them but it’ll be hard to find the right ones since theirs a lot of riders etc... it also doesn’t help when I get stressed/anxious this automatically causes my blood to be high which makes me slightly more irritatable. However sometimes I find it hard to recognise when my bloods high compared to when my bloods low. . Also the warden understands as he got involved back in summer when I was having issues in the summer before college and I explained a little back then. Not fully as I was about to catch a bus back then. (I wasn’t even aware my town had Buissness wardens either before he started getting involved) So there are other authorities aware of some reasons. It’s like the manager still doesn’t understand or is discriminating especially as he’s avoiding some questions [/QUOTE]
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