RosieDred
Well-Known Member
I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes about a week and a half ago. It all came very much as a surprise. I am 24, 5 ft 3 and weigh 7 stone (I've lost a lot of weight the past few months). I went for blood tests on the Friday morning and then got a call from my GP at work that evening telling me I had to leave straight away and go to the hospital. I was on a sliding scale until the Monday when I met with the diabetic nurse who showed me how to do my own insulin and then discharged a few hours later. I was told by the consultant that I am very insulin sensitive and that's why my sugars went up and down so drastically while I was there.
I spent the first week feeling very dream like; as if I was just taking medication to get better. However, this week I feel very much awake and concerned about the future. I have no idea what I'm supposed to do or eat or feel or anything. I feel completely lost and a little bit upset by the fact that this is forever. And although doing lots of research helps it also makes me feel worse because you can't avoid learning about the complications.
My sugars average for the past week have been 13. I started back work yesterday as a carer and they were lower, my lowest being 8.3. However, I felt shaky this morning so I took my sugars and it said 7.3. Obviously not low but I felt quite weak and phoned my mother to pick me up and spent the afternoon down there. Today was the first time I felt brave enough to be alone until that. I don't know if I will ever feel normal again, I feel so wimpy not being able to alone but I get so anxious.
Sorry for the long post, I'm just feeling all out of sorts at the moment and nobody really gets it. I don't even think I get it to be honest.
I spent the first week feeling very dream like; as if I was just taking medication to get better. However, this week I feel very much awake and concerned about the future. I have no idea what I'm supposed to do or eat or feel or anything. I feel completely lost and a little bit upset by the fact that this is forever. And although doing lots of research helps it also makes me feel worse because you can't avoid learning about the complications.
My sugars average for the past week have been 13. I started back work yesterday as a carer and they were lower, my lowest being 8.3. However, I felt shaky this morning so I took my sugars and it said 7.3. Obviously not low but I felt quite weak and phoned my mother to pick me up and spent the afternoon down there. Today was the first time I felt brave enough to be alone until that. I don't know if I will ever feel normal again, I feel so wimpy not being able to alone but I get so anxious.
Sorry for the long post, I'm just feeling all out of sorts at the moment and nobody really gets it. I don't even think I get it to be honest.