Hi Carol, wow it is scary - I remember finding out at 5pm on a Friday in 2006 what I already really knew, I was diabetic. I had been losing weight, eyesight fluctuating wildly, peeing for England (and most of Europe too) and raging thirst. Blood Tests - 27.8. Yup, diabetic. 6 months previous, full medical, totally OK. Weight in green for my height, BP good for my age. I went home and googled diabetes, i just thought I had to avoid sugar, I knew nothing.
I firstly came across all the symptoms and problems I could get, blindness, amputation etc etc And boy did I go into panic mode.
Funnily enough I went to the local chemist on the Saturday, not sure why, and sort of stood there looking a bit forlorn, looking at the various meters and things they sold. Pharmacist came across and I explained. He sat me down and shook me back to reality and really calmy explained that it was OK, and with medication and help from my GP, as long as I took the advice given, I would be fine.
I have learned that it isn't a death sentence and that in fact, if I look after myself, it can be a bonus. I am 54 and have a BP of 138/70. Yes, I take tablets for that, but my cardiovascular system is checked by my GP frequently and is in good condition.
My Cholestrol is below 4 and my good is good and my bad is good too.
My Blood sugars are typically below 7 2 hours after eating - that is good.
My eye sight has stopped flipping and is great. I get all my meds for free and I get free eye tests and annual podiatry care.
And best of all, most days, I feel better than I have done for years.
So yes, it was scary, but you have done a good thing and come to somewhere like this where lots of people can give you advice and the benefit of their experience. Don't be scared, be positive.
Welcome to our special club, after all, we are special