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Message: <blockquote data-quote="ViolaterUK" data-source="post: 2487409" data-attributes="member: 527716">Thanks everyone.My head is still in a mess. The house will be valued next week so at least that is one thing done.We are co-parenting with my little one, 3 days on, 3 days off.I can't change my brain, I know what I need to do, to lose weight, control my diabetes, but I'm self sabotaging.When I get my son, I'm so happy, that first day is amazing! Then by bedtime the following night I start feeling low and the following day seems to just speed up and he's then away. When I feel like this I am just eating, eating ****. I don't know if it's boredom, depression, I just don't know.Even whilst doing it, I know it's wrong, that's the thing I just can't seem to do what I know is right! I will be back at the Drs within a week so I will speak to them about it. I've just got all this stress, worry and I'm uncertain what my next steps are, not even sure where I will be living! I don't even know how people can rent and live alone! My calculations leaves me with less than I'm bringing in and the only "luxuries" are internet (would need it for when I go back to work) and my mobile phone (which in November I can go SIM Only) Even without them, it's dire. I just need help. Not sure where it's coming from. The only positive action I've done is I've ordered some blood strips. Maybe seeing how high my bloods are will trigger something! Sorry for ranting and seeming pathetic.</blockquote>

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