@hayleymy take one day at a time. It does get easier, really it does. But I still have my moments, even after 31 years of practice.
Sometimes it sucks, sometimes it's fine. In the great scheme of things, hey, it's okay.
Any and all feelings you have about it, give yourself permission to have those feelings, good or bad. Sometimes I wake up grateful to have the life I have. Sometimes I wake up feeling right royally cheesed off about it all. It's important to me to know that it's okay to feel that - and once I've acknowledged it, it becomes much less of a 'thing'.
@himtoo hits the nail on the head with the wise word 'tolerate'. My capacity to tolerate things, including my diabetes, is ever-improving, I'm glad to say.
I grudgingly tolerate wasps around a picnic, my husband's irritating 'wallpaper TV' habit and my mate's uniquely and fascinatingly noisy way of getting through a bag of peanuts. I happily tolerate sunny days, parkrun and cups of tea.
Hang on in there,
@hayleymy . You've got this.
And you've got us.
Love Snapsy
xxx