hi there it's been a while since i posted
i was diagnosed may 2007 with type 1
my dad is also type 1
with multipul complications 2 strokes, both feet with bits missing coz the doctors keep cutting bits away,MRSA, and at 50 being put in a nursing home.
but back 2 me landed in hospital twice by not takin my insulin. My nurse is aware that i take my insulin on a less than regual bases and she trys to help.
BUT i can barley function and spend most days feelin like i've been hit by a bus the sulotion i know is simple take my bloody jabs !!!!!
so why cant i ? im scared to take it
im angry that i am diabetic
and get some kind of warped pleasure in being in control of my own pain and disscomfort
im pretty shure im not crazy
im sorry for this jumbled up confesion
but is there some1 else out there who has been through this sort of self destructive hase im in
thanks x
i was diagnosed may 2007 with type 1
my dad is also type 1
with multipul complications 2 strokes, both feet with bits missing coz the doctors keep cutting bits away,MRSA, and at 50 being put in a nursing home.
but back 2 me landed in hospital twice by not takin my insulin. My nurse is aware that i take my insulin on a less than regual bases and she trys to help.
BUT i can barley function and spend most days feelin like i've been hit by a bus the sulotion i know is simple take my bloody jabs !!!!!
so why cant i ? im scared to take it
im angry that i am diabetic
and get some kind of warped pleasure in being in control of my own pain and disscomfort
im pretty shure im not crazy
im sorry for this jumbled up confesion
but is there some1 else out there who has been through this sort of self destructive hase im in
thanks x