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Hi. I have been away from the forum for a little while, trying to take control and acceptance of being diabetic.
I was diagosed as type 2 in March 2010. Since then I have lost over 4 1/2 stone in weight. My control is pretty good, low carb diet only. HbA1c of 5.9 at the beginning of the month, and, although it has climbed a little, I think that's due to me being a little less strict on myself i.e. the occassional square of 85% chocolate. It would drive me doolally otherwise :crazy:
All looking good but......I have started to feel ashamed of being diabetic and I don't know where this has come from. I'm apologetic too. For example if I have to go on a course for work I can hear myself saying "I'm sorry, I'm diabetic so I may have to leave the room to test my sugars"
We went away to Bruges for the weekend and had a really lovely time but I felt that I was being scruitenised by my friends everytime I ordered something to eat even though it was all good stuff.
It's making me feel very low, to the point that I'm short tempered and miserable. I feel that it's taking over my life and I always said that wouldn't happen. I have fantastic support from my partner, but I'm letting him down feeling like this. All my strength and resolve seems to be going out of the window :cry:
Sorry for such a rambling post but what I wanted to ask was - is it normal to feel like this?
If you got this far with my ramblings then thank you for sticking with it lol
Julie
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I was diagosed as type 2 in March 2010. Since then I have lost over 4 1/2 stone in weight. My control is pretty good, low carb diet only. HbA1c of 5.9 at the beginning of the month, and, although it has climbed a little, I think that's due to me being a little less strict on myself i.e. the occassional square of 85% chocolate. It would drive me doolally otherwise :crazy:
All looking good but......I have started to feel ashamed of being diabetic and I don't know where this has come from. I'm apologetic too. For example if I have to go on a course for work I can hear myself saying "I'm sorry, I'm diabetic so I may have to leave the room to test my sugars"
We went away to Bruges for the weekend and had a really lovely time but I felt that I was being scruitenised by my friends everytime I ordered something to eat even though it was all good stuff.
It's making me feel very low, to the point that I'm short tempered and miserable. I feel that it's taking over my life and I always said that wouldn't happen. I have fantastic support from my partner, but I'm letting him down feeling like this. All my strength and resolve seems to be going out of the window :cry:
Sorry for such a rambling post but what I wanted to ask was - is it normal to feel like this?
If you got this far with my ramblings then thank you for sticking with it lol
Julie
x