It hit me

[Erin]

Lol, I just thought it meant face to face general socialising? Which I suppose it is.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

Back to bloods. To be fair fluctuating BGs can affect mood. The trick is to steady any rapid swings.. Steady the roller coaster.
Easier said than done, sometimes..

 

[Lisa69free]

Levels have been ok since I'm not working, no stress. A little high but I've had a cold. Upped my basal today by 2 units and see how that goes. Think stressing about Christmas and work got the best of me. Now I'm taking time out for me. Money isn't everything and Christmas will be ok. Thank you all xx

 

[Lisa69free]

Things progressively got worse and today was the worse day ever. The past few weeks I've been so depressed. Crying at everything. Not wanting to go anywhere or do anything. I'm supposed to be hosting Xmas day and hadn't bought anything at all. Today I pushed myself to go shopping. Got all round the supermarket and trolley still empty, so I abandoned trolley and went home. The feeling of letting family down was driving me mad but my daughter said it's ok it can be at hers and she'll go shopping. It's definitely about not being able to let my hair down. Anything that's not normal every day food isn't making me think I'll get that. I've been told to let go a little but I can't. I'm hoping this will all pass after the dreaded day. All the stuff I associate with Xmas I'm not allowing myself to have and it's made me so miserable but I've only myself to blame