Hello
@kitedoc
I understand what you are saying completely. I do agree with what you said and yes I had a scary experience with Lantus before, but to be honest it was my mistake because I injected into the top of the upper arm (imagine you are seeing me from the side, your eyes would be directly on the top of my upper arms). I injected 19 units directly into a muscle not into a fatty area and that was because I simply didn't know to be honest. Afterwards, I learned that I have to inject in the back of the upper arms. I do seem to have an irregular scheduale regarding my basal and that's due a simple reason: I have a weekly commute from my city to my parent's house at Friday night and back to my city at Sunday night. There is no specific time when I leave and when I return. By the time Lantus is due, I'm on the highway. I do inject my basal as soon as I arrive and that was my case yesterday where I arrived back pretty late! Regarding my high BSL, believe me, I do not like it, it is ugly, and constantly thirsty. Throwback to previous spring, I had a very very tight control over my BG because I understood completely how each unit of insulin affects me without even carb counting! The highest sugars I had were before bed (when I inject Lantus, usually around 10-12 mmol/l then i wake sometimes below 5 mmol/l) and before dinner around same range sometimes a bit higher if I delay my dinner. You might think 12 isn't a great number. Well indeed but it is MUCH better than the spikes from <8 mmol/l fasting to 17+ after breakfast! I was like this for 9 years ever since I was diagnosed in 2009 till January 1st 2018 then I switched to basal/bolus on Jan. 2nd.
My doctor didn't even care to tell me that it is wrong! I actually thought that all diabetics are like this until I came here and saw that some folks don't even go above 7.0. If it wasn't for dawn phenomenon, I still wouldn't be here probably. After spring ended this year, my bolus decided to die (expired March 2018) and my Lantus to spoil by heat (I keep it in the fridge all the time now). It wasn't until 25th August until I knew that my Lantus is spoiled by heat. I managed it better, then had to change the apartment so more stress and skipping meals. Now I have settled, I have learned from my mistakes and I think I am better equipped to fight diabetes. Sorry for the veeery long reply but it helps to pour my troubles out. I do feel sorry for what happened to me with the bolus because I have lost so much weight (64kg to 56.5kg lowest!!) After having a dream control I never achieved before... I can only hope it goes better and tomorrow is a new day