Hi everyone,
Well, went for HBA1C bloods yesterday and got results back today, HBA1C has gone from 39 in Aug/21 to 48, and considering my diet over the last few months I'm considering myself lucky, my diet has been diabolical due to a bad health scare resulting in my anxiety levels going through the roof. My cholesterol levels have gone way up as well which is a little scary, I think DN may encourage me again to start statins which I really don't want to do, I really need to get a grip on the way I'm eating but find myself not knowing where to start again. When I was first diagnosed in Nov/2020 I went low carb and managed to get my levels back to non-diabetic and lost almost 3 stone which unfortunately has gone right back on since last summer. I was taking 1 metformin tablet a day, haven't taken that in the last few weeks as my stomach was so bad with it, probably due to my horrific diet, don't know if I should start with that again either. I'm considering starting back at some sort of diet club although I know their diets are not suitable for diabetes, but if I'm getting weighed every week it would at least keep me accountable, and I really think I need that, I'm so disappointed in myself for letting this get out of control again, what is wrong with me? At the age of 47 I should know better, depression and anxiety sucks! And I'm not trying to use that as an excuse, it's still my choice what I eat and drink, eating for me has become a form of self-harm I fear, I know what I'm doing is causing me damage but can't seem to stop. Sorry for the long message, just needed to vent I think.
Maggie
Well, went for HBA1C bloods yesterday and got results back today, HBA1C has gone from 39 in Aug/21 to 48, and considering my diet over the last few months I'm considering myself lucky, my diet has been diabolical due to a bad health scare resulting in my anxiety levels going through the roof. My cholesterol levels have gone way up as well which is a little scary, I think DN may encourage me again to start statins which I really don't want to do, I really need to get a grip on the way I'm eating but find myself not knowing where to start again. When I was first diagnosed in Nov/2020 I went low carb and managed to get my levels back to non-diabetic and lost almost 3 stone which unfortunately has gone right back on since last summer. I was taking 1 metformin tablet a day, haven't taken that in the last few weeks as my stomach was so bad with it, probably due to my horrific diet, don't know if I should start with that again either. I'm considering starting back at some sort of diet club although I know their diets are not suitable for diabetes, but if I'm getting weighed every week it would at least keep me accountable, and I really think I need that, I'm so disappointed in myself for letting this get out of control again, what is wrong with me? At the age of 47 I should know better, depression and anxiety sucks! And I'm not trying to use that as an excuse, it's still my choice what I eat and drink, eating for me has become a form of self-harm I fear, I know what I'm doing is causing me damage but can't seem to stop. Sorry for the long message, just needed to vent I think.
Maggie